I'm thinking about swimming laps. I'd have to find a pool and I should probably take a class considering I haven't really swum laps since I was like eight or nine. I'm not sure I remember how. I think I'd like it, though. I love water and I love pools, I bet I'd like swimming a lot. There's a pool at the Bed Stuy YMCA. I can't think about joining there, though. It gets my hopes up for the condos and that makes me nervous.
I've been running again but taking it easy and planning on doing it every other day or so.
Quitting smoking is definitely difficult at the moment. I stepped down to the smallest patch. I've been stuffing my face since I made the step and I can smell someone smoking a mile away. I'm also really nervous about not getting preapproval for this condo. I wish I could sit there and chain smoke while I dealt with all this. BUT I'm keeping in mind that it would work against everything else that I want. It fucks my finances, my health and skews my priorities.
I want to run.
I want to keep the $300+ per month it takes to smoke.
I want to have white teeth.
I want to swim (maybe).
I want to be healthy.
I want to succeed.
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