Restlessness

I'm not really hearing back from anyone regarding my condo search.  I'm going to try Prudential early next week if I don't hear back from anyone.  I'm a little disappointed about the whole affair, tbh.

I've given myself a deadline to move out, February 2012.  It'll have been one full year of staying with my folks by then.  As much as I appreciate their letting me stay there, I'm getting to the end of my rope.  It's really hard to live somewhere that's not really your home.  Plus, I have no privacy whatsoever so when I get overwhelmed I have nowhere to go to just be alone.  If I'm in a bad mood, I still have to interact with people when they traipse through my room and expect me to be cheery.  Everyone needs alone time now and then, it's hard not to have any.

My knee is starting to hurt a bit when I bend it.  I need to run on more even, softer ground, or better yet, cross train.  Cutting back on cardio is not an option.  Without smoking, it's the one thing keeping me sane but I don't really have any other options.  I'm trying to find a gym to join but it's hard cause: 1) I need it to be cheap, 2) if I sign up by my house, what happens when I move?

I dunno.  Bitch bitch.  Moan moan.  I guess I'm just having a cranky day and I'd rather complain that problem solve.  It's just hard to problem solve when you're feeling so stuck.  Hopefully tomorrow will be better.